Three blog's

I now have three blog's one is the aggravating things my step brother does, the second The amazing things my best friend Amber and I do, and last this one this one is now just for everything I'm (I just killed a bug) thinking or feeling at the moment. It's going to be my journal of sorts. So here we go as of right now I'm feeling a little lonely you know because of me not dating anyone in over a year so that sucks. Then on top of that I'm frustrated as hell because I want to move on with my life and move out but of coarse I don't have the money to so that sucks. Last I am bored because at one a.m. my friends decide they are done being awake bummer.

My thoughts on being Gay

Why in a world of HATE bullying and abuse would a any person of any age choose to stick out and become someone that thousands of people can't stand to be around. Why would someone choose to be ailianeted by there family and forgotten by friends. Being gay is not a choice, it is, in my opinion a fact of a persons soul. Most people don't wake up in the morning and desides “hey i think I'm going to be gay today that sounds fun.” Because being gay doesn't sound fun it terrifies most people. No one should feel that they are worth less because of how they are born, no one should feel degraded because of who they are. I love all people and if you don't love me shove off.

The Broken Key

The broken key inside my heart

was once a whole but now a part

I gave to you what I could not see

the love that rests inside of me

The broken key inside my heart

I pray to find a way to start

as I advace and try to forget

I know that you have no regrets

The broken key inside my heart

Will rest forever in a cart

That I have made of brick and ice

To keep my heart from getting diced

The broken key inside my heart

I will find a way to part

The music that I hear today

Will make me think another way

Remember

Why is it that all through the week I have so many things I think of to write about and then when I sit down at the computer to actually write them out I can't think of one stupid thing to write. I have no clue why I don't just get a note book and write down all of my ideas. Oh wait I have one of thous I just can't ever remember to grab it before I go so i write stuff down on other random pieces of paper that I won't be able to find for another I don't know like two years. I really need to remember to grab my note book.

Book into movie

I think that movies are kind of ruining book's. All writers now a day's write just for movies. It just seems that most of the authors write their books with the hopes that one day it will be a movie. When in reality it should be good enough to have a book published for the sake of it being a book. There are hundreds of people out there just waiting to get a chance at getting a book out there and having people read there work. But all the publishers are letting through is trash ment for the screen and not the page. The authors of these works are stupid though because the only books that make it to the screen are the books that deserve to be there. aka books that are written well and with the idea that they will always be books. I'm not trying to discredit anyone that has written a book. It is very hard work and takes a lot of thought proses to complete, but people start writing for the sake of writing and not to make millions off of a movie.

Thanks for reading